Sigh.

I feel it happening again. 

I look in the mirror 

Disgust 

That's all I see.

Too fat, too ugly, bad skin, not enough makeup, not enough waxing. 

I hope that no one else sees me this way. 

I feel my stomach grumble, yet the thought of food disgusts me. How can I eat when all I want is to be thin again? Will my self esteem issues never go away? I'm happy with life, my boyfriend, even my personality. But never with my body. Why is that? 

I need to brush this off. Like now.