Can't sleep

I just can't sleep tonight. And I know that the majority of that reason is that Justin isn't here. Dang. I love him so much and I'm just so used to him being here. Being alone isn't easy. I'm in our bed. And it's 2am. I bet I could fall asleep on the couch easily. But it's something about our bed without him in it that makes it so difficult to sleep without him. I hope no one reads my blog because I probably sound so clingy and pathetic. But at the same time, who cares because this is my blog and these are my feelings. And I miss my boyfriend tonight. He will be back tomorrow so... That's good! I'm glad. 

I know that if I wasn't alone, I would be totally cool. Without him for one night. But I just don't like being alone for too long. I get bored and I don't like not talking to anyone. I am an introverted person but I am also the kind of person who doesn't like being alone. I'm the kind of person who needs someone. And I don't necessarily see that as a negative thing. I am dependant but I am also independent in my own way. And I am perfectly fine with that. And so is justin. I think he likes that about me actually.