Job Hunting in A Small Town

Alright... Job hunting in a small town, sucks. It sucks a lot. The only jobs that ever come up are at freaking McDonald's or Arby's. I just want a full time, steady job. Like why is that so hard? Oh, because this town is dying. Every once in a while there are some jobs that come up. The sheriffs department is looking for a dispatcher. And I'm thinking about applying. Like why not? I think it would be an interesting job that I would never get bored at. And that's exactly what I need. I just wish there were more jobs like that came up every day. I want a full time job because we would have so much more money. I could get some new clothes that actually fit me and make me look like an adult woman. It would also make Justin's and my life so much easier. We could be equal. Right now he pays for the majority of the things we need. And I hate that. I mean, I love him for it but I hate it. I want to be able to buy him things and to be able to pay half of the rent. And to just be comfortable. I just hate that I'm so dependant. I feel like I moved out of my moms house just to move into another house where someone still has to take care of me. I just want to be able to take care of myself and have some extra money for things that we want. 

Sometimes I wish Justin's job would have taken us somewhere bigger where there's more opportunities. Worland is an ok town, but I definitely don't want to stay here forever. 

Ok... Job hunting rant is over.