Soon, that is going to be pretty much gone. I can't stop thinking about it and wondering how something can make me feel so sad yet so happy at the same time.
I just wish that I knew what was going to happen and that I could skip time and Justin would be done with the Police Academy and we can get used to our new lives. I am so not excited to live alone. Justin is asleep right now and I am out in the living room and I heard a sound and all I wanted was to go snuggle into my man's safe arms. But if I can get through the living alone part then I am good. I just have to tell myself that I can do it.
I also want to try to go get my Nail Tech license while Justin is at the academy because then I will be really busy doing something and working hard while Justin is also working hard. Because the hardest part for me about him going to the academy is that he will be busy learning all his police stuff while I'm just sitting out on deck lifeguarding and being super bored. So if I can go get my license and get started in my career, then we are both working hard and it will be ten times easier! That's just an idea. I hope something like that can work out.
I know that in the future, when we are married, have kids, and get super busy with our crazy lives, we will look back on this time that we spent together in a little one bedroom house, and wish we could go back to snuggling and staying in bed all day just being so in love with each other. I love Justin so much. And I already miss what isn't gone yet. But of course I support him and I am so excited for him to do the thing that he has always wanted to do! It will be an amazing experience and the start to the rest of our life together!
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